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Yesterday, Today, Tommorrow

one more week to the real fierocity of the "N" level examinations. just imagine. 3 papers in one day. somemore one of the papers is a humanities, history. 3 chapters stuck in my head. so fking hard to maintain inside while doing science exam. this will be the time where fate decides my future. it's either i will end up in higher nitec or nitec. nitec need to waste one more year than higher nitec. by the time i graduate from ite and go poly and complete NS, i will be 24 yrs old alrdy. for people who go sec 5 and pass their O levels and go poly then graduate then finish their NS, they will only be like 22 years old. If go university, when graduate will be like 27 years old alrdy? then if take 3 years to stabilize your job and money u will be 30 yrs old alrdy. then another 5 years to save up and buy yr own house. 35 yrs old alrdy. then by the time u get married and have your first child will be like around 37+ years old? when yr future son/daughter go poly u alrdy retire liao. this is reality. u can choose to change the time of certain things, but it's not that easy.

alot of people say it's easy to pass N and O levels and get to a good poly or jc and then university. but it's really not easy when things doesn't go the way u hoped for. for example, the chapters u studies for humanities never came out in the exams, when yr higher nitec/nitec certificate is not successful in entering a polytechnic or when yr O level came out all As except one of yr subjects failed then still end up in ite(for people taking 5 subjects only).

suffering spilitting headache and tiredness of the studyings. hope the N levels would end soon.

Everyone in the world has abandoned me.

1st half of N level over liao.. english chinese and social studies. chinese should be can get a D7... english paper pray get B3. i hate the most if humanities. my social studies i study the 3 chapters that did not come out last year and the paper come out 2 repeated ones. heng still got sri lanka. but few hours b4 the paper i only revise governance and bonding. paper buang liao. hais... study so hard still fail. is not i lazy or dunwan study. i don mind studying 3-4 chapters to get an good grade but i dunwan study and still fail due to wrong chapters. people will say it's your fault for not studying all and you started studying too late. but to me, my brain cannot take so much essays. JUST IMAGINE. 40 Essays, WORD BY WORD. and u must memorise until u can just write anything out without having to think again at all. it's not that easy as i will keep forgetting one. i dun have a good memory. i prefer practical studies like projects. and i like subjects which just practice more can pass one. i now worry for my history. i dun even know anything about hitler or stalin. how to pass? somemore duno N level will repeat chapters or don repeat. 3 chapters of history. omfg. one history factor = 2 Social studies factor. hais.... depend on fate now liao. whether fate wan me go higher nitec or nitec. not going to go sec 5 due to humanities. last year O level alot people study for venice but never come out. they study like hell and end up still cannot go good courses. actually in fact, ITE is not a bad place. it doesn't mean u dun study and fail exams or failures then go there. It is a place, where people perform better in skills and not studies. for example, like cooking, people who are good in cooking can become a good chef and earn about 2k-3k per month although they fail their 'N's and 'O's. this shows that, you should go to courses where u are interested in and you are really good at it and able to excel. don go to courses that you are not interested or forced to go. you may end up failing or unhappy with your job in the future and might eventually end up being jobless. for those who are good in studies, go on even further to sec 5 and maybe university. don just go and follow other people who join skill courses. they may be suited for that but u are not. you may not be able to perform well in skill courses like other people. maybe you are lazy to study or tired of studying, but if you work hard, u will excel in studies.


this is wad i have to say, know your interests and go according to your own ability. don listen to what people say or be lazy. if you work hard, u will definitely excel in your ability.

now i am praying for the other half of the N levels to go smoothly. hope i can do well and pass for science, history, maths and dnt